Ramble on.

the more and more we talk about college in this class the more i look forward to it, yet dread it at the same time. I think it is going to be an amazing and of course i will love it. However, it is scary to think in less than a year i will be in college, away from home, doing what i want when i want. I want nothing more then to get out of my parents house and live on my own. But i can'y help but think, i am going to not be seeing the people i see everyday now. My best friends are going to be moving far away, and i wont see them unless we run into each other in the market on holiday break. A part of me doesnt even want to go to college, and just gho abroad for soccer. but even that will make me incredibly lonely. And being out of the country will cut communication from many people im sure. Thank goodness for facebook. the essays, the applications, everythink is beginning to be overwhelming, and is making me not want to go. I dont know what to think, and ive got a while to do it. it seems as if i have rambled through a blog, and that is exactly where my mind is at about this whole thing. So this jumbled blog, is an example of how i am thinking right now, its ironicly appropriate